sien @ day

today...

dunoe y...today feel very sien...

msn is on...but no body find me chat...

phone is full line...but no body msg me...

haiz...feel sien + sad ah...

msg fren...but no reply...

nite bro not at home...

i can use pc...but...nothing let me do...

play game??? ok...play o2jam...but sien...

friendster??? nothing can do....

haiz...now can use pc...but nth do...

when bro at home...wan use pc...

so 'fan jian'...

nothing do...than go slp lo...

now onli 12++ so early leh...

but nth do ah...haiz...

one day like tis gone lo...

 

24 dec countdown christmas...

24 dec 2007 is very bad luck to me la...T.T

afternoon use NEW mop to mop floor kena hand...zzz

nite go countdown wear NEW shoe...when walk more foot pain... :@ 

around 11pm+ many ppl start play spary aldi...give ppl spary me...so i run lo...

suddenly pk...leg kena again...haiz...

now whole body oso pain pain pain...

after countdown...my neighbour ask me yam cha...

so i company her lo...

after yam cha wan wait her fren mum cum fetch us...

so we go inside pyramid walk walk lo...

we go play game,who lose must denda...haha

luckly i no lose...back home around 3am lo...zzz

juz slp few hours onli...

5am wake up wash hair...n wait churh ppl cum fetch me...

go there not so fun oso...haiz...

but ok la...can wif fren ma...

after finish...got ppl fetch me n few ppl back home de...

but i saw the person very slpy...so i said i back myself la...

so he put me at 'pop point' bus stop wait bus...

finally U 76 cum wor...but no place can slp...

when i stand oso slpy leh...slpy few time aldi...

nite home bbq,but i juz eat few hotdog than feel slpy...

so today is i slp most early de one day...8pm to 11am...haha

few day cant slp well...zzz

16-18 dec....

15 dec nite keep cloth...

around 3am onli slp a while n 10am+ wake up...

16 dec go shopping...nite watch movie...no slp...zzz

onli at bus slp 1-2hours...

17 dec eye finally cant tahan...must wan slp,but oso not selesa... :P

18-19 dec can slp at home liao...haha

20 dec going sg...nite slp at bus...hard to slp well...zzz

21 dec slp at hotel...emmm okok la...can slp like pig...

22 dec back home lu...

23 dec 11am+ wake up eat breakfirst wif family n shopping...

24 dec nite go countdown...until 3am... @.@

25 dec 5am wake up bath bath...juz slp few hour onli...zzz

so nite when 8pm+ aldi slpy...slp until 26dec 11pm+ hahaha

 

14 n 15 of dec....

dun rokok oh...

 

at my shop de boy oso got rokok...

one of boy...halim tot me...doktor said he cant life more than 50 year old...

when i hear it...feel so kesian...

he nw 20+ year old onli...

but him still rokok...nw i control he dun rokok again...

hehe...im so 8 oh...but 'is 4 u own good'(im not stupid) hehe...

 

14/12/2007

today is my worker fren birthday leh...

haha...so v go eat breakfirst at pyramid...

n than shopping shopping,play game...

when noon got a customer ask me keep one pant...

she said tonite her husband will cum try it...so i said ok lo...

after her go...halim ask me put back the pant,he said the gal lie me de...wont cum...

but i noe the gal will cum...so i judi wif lim if no cum,i belanja...if cum he belanja me...

around 8pm++ the gal really cum leh...n buy the pant tim...

hahaha...i very happy leh...cos i very sure they will cum...

 

15/12/2007

today is work at catch up de last day...

at catch up is king...juz 4 today la...

so i can break wif my fren together...hehe

today lazy sale....cos last day ma...haha

my other worker...jie said..u good lo...today last day...happy lo...

said happy sure de lo...cos i can leave the ghost place...haha

but...i will less go pyramid aldi...will cant play wif they...joke wif they...

when wanna close shop...they ask me dun leave la...stay here...

my face is smile..but oso feel a bit sad la...

nvm...i still can go meet they...juz...i scare cant meet lim again...

but he promise me one day rokok one time onli...hope he will keep the word...

bad luck @ day...

10/12/2007-->monday

today is my off day...

dunoe y leh..when i offday sure rain de...n rain whole day tim...haiz..

make me wan go pyramid oso hard to go...

when walking to pyramid,shoe 'huai' aldi...

wan go back home change it oso hard...

thinking who can help me..

at tis time..my neighbour is my luckly star...haha

so i call she wake up from dreaming n take shoe to me...hehe...so bad o...

at the waiting her cuming...i call other fren cos so sien...hehe...

i said...im now at 'sen lin' waiting my fren cum help me...

(normally tat not sen lin la...is there got many tree...so i call tat place is sen lin lo...hehe)

he no believe wat im saying...n scold me tim...sob sob...

n said me...u doing movie ah??? dunwan say shit la...

sob sob...haiz haiz i really is ma...but no believe me...haiz

after few min...my luckly star cum help me aldi...haha

she wake up aldi 1st time take shoe to me leh...

oso haven wash face leh...so gan dong oh...

after change shoe,go to pyramid meet fren n buy roti to my uncle...

than back lu...so 'bai chi' o?? haha...im is...bleh...

friendship...

friendship is wat???

i think i oso not so understand abt tis...

say is best fren...3sis...

but how??? so wat???

im is the last person noe abt all thing...

go out shopping oso no call me...

tis call BEST FREN??? SISTER???

i aldi tell...but tell aldi so???

oso useless...

i noe they no need work...so free at home...anytime oso can go out...

i noe im busy working...but...u all can try to call me...ask me out...

do u noe...im waiting u call me???

y must wan me ajak u all???

y?? i always thinking...

im ur fren?? dunwan said abt best fren...fren oso no zi ge dang...

aldi 8month no together 3person go out shopping...

even go out wif u all...onli u two non-stop playing...leave me alone onli...

friendship 4 me is not use de...

even u treat fren good...but fren not treat u gd..

so...y wan treat fren good???

is nothing can take back on they!!!!

NOTHING...is NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

haiz...

7/12/2007--> friday

today sale not so gd la...

nite around 8pm...got two 'black ppl' cum in...

so bad lo...wan get diskaun...but komputer aldi set it,cant change de...

but the ppl in-charge get diskaun to he o...

make me wan get rm1 to ganti it...haiz so bad la...

 

9/12/2007--->sunday

today pyramid so many ppl cum shopping o...

so...must so many ppl cum in shop n buy cloth de la...

today sale oso so many...got 4000++ leh...

long time no get tis gd result aldi...

but...haiz....sale so many 4 wat???

oso cant take komisen...haiz

sale so many oso useless de...

n supervisor ask me work until tis wed...

haiz...early stop work,salary sure less de lo...

 

haiz...when think abt tat thing...sure so sad,so gek ah...

haiz...open msn oso no ppl pm me...more sad...

when hear song more more sad...feel wanna cry...

wanna juz open laugh song n hear it onli...

anything oso dunwan care...

fan ah..

haiz...fan about work...

wan change work o stay here???

haiz...wan change but not sure got work de ah...

scare...scare other work more cham than tis work...

scare again...scare tis boss will eat my money...

haiz...scare la...

nw leave me at there aldi...haiz...

fren still got other shop need her...but me...

haiz...who ask me noob wor...

all oso not gd...ppl sure dunwan me,wan her looo...

n i ungly...sure wan pretty de ma...

haiz...fan ah fan ah...

nw juz hope vinnci wan me la...haiz...

god ah god...pls help me...

friday to sunday @ happen

2/11/2007~>friday...

today my shop got a new malay gal cum work...

more one ppl sure sale oso hard aldi de lo...

she saw customer than cum in than go aldi...

very hard figh wif her leh...

n dunoe y la..her customer sure got buy thing de wor...

haiz...life is hard...

 

after working dunoe y,mood very bad...

thinking tmw wan go where cos tmw i work morning...

so planing nite go out play...got two place...

1st is go find my 'mami' today oso work until 8pm...so we plan go mid find her n than eat dinner onli back de...

2nd is go play badminton wif fren...

cos last last last sat i promise my fren said go play badminton wif he de...but i didnt go...

so...i dunoe wan go which 1...go find fren wan waste money n i dunhave money...

if i dun go play badminton,my fren will bo song me...haiz...

fan ah!!!!

at tis time,a unluckly gal~>my jiran cum my hse use pc...

i wan play o2jam to put out fan de...so i ask her faster use finish...

but...her still at my pc curi my music to his hp leh!!!

make me very very bo song her...

i wait her use until sleep aldi leh...

after her use,no mood play aldi...

 

3/11/2007~>saturday...

today cant slp late...zzz

afternoon shop got many customer oh...

got customer A go try cloth...after half hour,customer B go try cloth...

when the B wan pay money,i saw fitting room there got a hp...

heart tinking wanna take it??? but is customer de wor...

ayak...dunwan take la...be gd person la...

so take the phone ask B:"ur phone?"

B take it aldi o...after half hour...A cum back o...

A ask me got saw a hp o not o...tat time i onli noe i be wrong gd person..haiz...

halim...my shop de worker said i very stupid...

i should take it...n nw i can use the phone aldi...

tat phone is sony lai de...like 1000+ de leh...very exp...

i need work two month onli can get it...

haiz...next time dunwan be good person aldi!!!

 

after discuss wif my fren...we comform dunwan go find 'mami' cos no $$

so..very hard onli get the answer...tat is go play badminton...

but my fren said cancel aldi...cos no court...

zzz...tat mean wan me go back home boring lo??? i wan go out ah...

finally kampung ku de 'maniger'...kenny call me to ask me go work...

haiz...wan money sure wan do sum part time de la...

so after work go there work as waitress...

long time didt take 'berat' thing...hand so pain leh,after take...

after working,get money aldi go ss15 buy burger eat...

there burger very mammy de leh...i very like eat there de burger...hehe

but nite eat burger will be fat... =.=

 

4/11/2007~>sunday...

emmm...today no surpcial thing happen...hehe

is no mood sale aldi la...

cos i maybe will change work...n last month i sale de komisen cant take oso...haiz

last month i got RM120 komisen take de leh...

120 cant said so less oso cant said so much la...

but 120 leh...heart pain ah...

i waste my time...my sound...to sale de leh...

sumtime wan 'tam' customer buy de leh...

now no aldi leh!!! sad la...

now fan...dunoe wan go o not...

go aldi than no 120 aldi...but dun go many will give bad boss eat my $$...

haiz...how leh???? my parent wan me change...i oso got a bit wanna change work de...

but 120 worrrr...pain leh...

120 can give me 2week eat de leh..

120 can go out shopping..buy bag...jewelly...

120 can eat new york cheese cake...

120 can belanja family eat a dinner...

120 can do many thing de leh...

haiz..fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan ahhh!!!!!!

为什么？？？

为什么你要找我？？？

就让我这样的消失在你脑海里不好吗？？？

当我开始要放弃的时候。。。

当我快把你遗忘的时候，你突然的来找我。。。

还跟我说了那些话。。。

让我以为我又有机会了。。。

为什么你答应我的东西但做不到的？？？

也许刚巧电话坏了吧。。。

 

为什么要找我？？？

为什么要跟我说那些话？？？

让我又再一次的胡思乱想了。。。

 

我该如何做呢？？

我该怎样才好呢？？？

自己的心都摸不清楚的我，那有资格去摸清别人的心呢。。。

 

working...

more few day oct wanna end aldi...

hehe

so my gaji oso can take liao~~~yipi~~~^^

nw planing wanna change other work...

but dunoe other shop wan me o not...haiz...

if no body wan me,than i have to 'ai' at tis bad shop lo...

every day go work...haiz...very sien leh...

every day wan do same thing...n said same word...

'welcome...tis is new arrival...inside oso got...' or...

'jean got diskaun 30%...wanna try???'

sien ahhhh...

juz work 1st month onli...than feel lazy go work...haiz...

how i can 'ai' 3month at the shop leh???

haiz...now very fan leh...

fan working...fan wan go schl o not...fan teacher will call my father...

haiz...fan die la...

be fat loo...>.<

21/10/2007

sunday...

wah...today eat many thing oh...

sure be fat...

1st..morning wake up go eat 'dian xin'...

after eat normally is go work de...

but bad sis n bro said later go shopping n eat 'nice food'...

make me no heart go work aldi...so...hehe

tat day i m...c... hehe..

so back home change pretty pretty cloth to shopping...

after change cloth we go 1Utama...

go there eat ‘龟苓膏’...

after eat we go sercet resepi eat cake...

i eat baked cheese cake...sis eat yogert cheese cake n my cousin eat tiramisu...

yammy yammy...so nice...

but eat many will feel very full...

but we need to shopping until 7pm...cos need wait my bro work finish...zzz

so we need to wait he...

how to watse time leh?? shopping oso cant...the shop sell de thing very exp leh...cant go inside...=.=

so we plan go eat K.T Food------'记得吃'

eat the 芒果西密露...even aldi very full...but oso very nice...hehe

so hard waste time until 7pm...we go find bro n than go puchong eat steamboat buffet...O.O

one adult rm25 leh...child need rm15...

so we must wan eat many many to 补回...hehe...

when wanna finish eat...my bro n cousin dunoe y,suddenly sot aldi...

go add 辣椒...麻油...酱油...green tea...orange juice...grape juice put inside the steamboat soup...

n see who got dare to drink it...zzz very 恶心 leh...n make me very shy leh...

around 1030 we onli go out from the restoran...

wah...whole day oso eat eat eat..sure fat looo.....>.<

happy time sure so fast pass...tmw need work again...haiz haiz haiz...

n need go buy mc...haiz...=.=

 

2 month no write blog aldi...

2month ago lo...

haiz...oct busy many thing..

 

1/10

1st is exam..+ working...

nw free la...but still got work...

juz working one week..but feel like one month...

every day wan hardworking to get sale...

every day need said 'welcome' n 'thank you'...

life is boring...tired...

 

12/10

when i sien,saw they pic...

i will think...

am i very hard to call me out???

they said luckly onli...but y i not luckly to meet they???

y every thing i oso dunoe???

y im the last one to noe it???

y they no contact me???

maybe im in they heart is nth...

juz a nth...

i treat they as my best fren...but...they got treat me as they best fren,sis???

i really dunoe...

 

13/10

nw watching japan movie...its true story...'one litter tear'...

when i watching it...will sad...

sum time will thinking...if im the gal...i need how???

nw my life aldi colourless,meaning less...

dunoe y feel heart like  aldi...

5month ago de thing

5month ago...

the thing aldi happen 5month...

every one oso not care abt tis aldi...

y u still wan take it to said leh??

u not sien,i hear oso sien...

 

u said i make u lost 5 fren...

no loo...u lost fren not i make de lo...

if they wan fren wif u,aldi fren liao la...

is they dunwan fren wif u...

is ur own problem...

 

i noe all of us,u very hate me...

but even how u said me...

i dunwan care abt it again... 

Miss Ho...

my math teacher ~ miss ho...today is her last day at the schl...

we had take many pic at class...

i still remember the 1st day teacher came in our class is a bit LC...

and her hair leh...so nice...dunoe her go where cut de leh...

sometime her so mad..cos our class so nonti...n dun listen wat teacher teaching...

always make her angry...

 

she always came in class when got free class...

so when her wanna come in,all of us oso dislike...

cos cant tok tok n slp at class liao...

 

she teach at schl got few month aldi lo...

haiz...started monday,cant see her again looo...

haiz...school less a pretty teacher aldi... =p

 

we will miss u de...hehe

 

happen tis thing again...

y they do like tis again??

i hate tis feel...n y i will noe abt it??!!!

i treat they as my best fren...but y they like treat me like tat??

maybe they dunoe tis small thing oso will make me unhappy...

 

my birthday...i left the day to celebrate wif they...

but they dunhave celebrate wif me...

tis suan liao!!!

 

y they wan go out wont ask me de leh??

izzit call me a while n ask me??

call a while oso no need use many time la!!!

even i cant go,but u oso got ask me...

 

y must wan me go find they 1st???

izzit they busy o 4get me tis useless ppl aldi???

y must wan call they n said when we go out again de???

y i will call they go out but they never call me de???

why!!! why!!! why!!!

 

izzit they treat me as they 'best fren' o fren??

how can i do,they will change??? dun be like tis again???

who can tell me???

 

 

 

 

 

5/7/2007

today is my jiran birthday...

so afternoon my other jiran wif me go buy cake 4 help he celebrate...

when 9pm...we go to taman to celebrate...

but today dunoe y,there so many ppl leh...

so we so shy to sing birthday song to he...haha

i felt i give ppl play...

felt angry n very angry...n then cry liao...

he very scare n all ppl said...juz play onli...juz 4 fun...

after i cool down...i wan the birthday zai eat finish the cake baru can go back home...=p

 

when back home...i put back the ligther...

give mum asking...take it 4 wat?? u dun let me go smoke ah...

wah...wat la...ppl take it oso cant meh!!!

juz nw mood aldi down de la...nw still wan give mum said like tis!!!

 

haiz...the pic tat i took at bbq n schl all lost aldi...

sad ahhhh

got many pic de leh...

haiz...

Transformer nice~~~

wah...today go mid watch movie wif fren...

there was many ppl buying tiket leh...

n tis movie de ticket almost wanna sold finish aldi...

luckly we can buy it n see...

the movic start at 3pm...but we go inside is 3:15...

so start movie aldi..

n i so blur...dunoe it said abt wat...

the robert car so nice leh...

i like it...hehe

if can..i hope go see again... =p

hehe...transformer NICE~~~ ^^

my dream....

today i dream a wonderful dream...

i wont 4get tis dream...nw when i thinking abt the dream...it  was so sweet...

 some dream tat i dream be4 it will really happen at real life...

but some dream wont la...

like ghost come my house o many so scary dream wont happen la..

 

so i noe tis dream oso wont happen at my life...

cos it very nice...

the dream is abt....

secret...haha

the dream like a comic...so sweet n nice...

like tis world got me n 'he' onli...no more ppl...

the 'he' a bit handsome...like a star...haha

we play together n walk walk...

when i angry will make me to 4give he...and many...

if it really will happen on me then good looo...

o let me dream it again...to continud the dream...

cos i noe wont happen at my real life...so juz dream it i oso will happy... ^^

............

..............

i dunoe wanna said wat...

ytd delete he nomber aldi...

but today really wanna sms he...

to noe the answer....but...

how can i do??? nomber aldi delete it...

so...i try to sms he...the nomber i guess guess...

1st msg pending...

so i try to change the nomber...

2nd msg delieved...

but dunhave ppl reply...

after i check the nomber wif bro...

the nomber is wrong...

so i sent 3st msg...

but he oso dunhave reply me...

tis time really think dunwan find he anymore...

but heart wanna noe the answer ah...

ahhh...fan...dunoe wan how to do it...

start today...

start from nw...i wan 4get he...

cos he oso 4get me aldi la...(i think la...)

dunoe ,when think he will feel angry...sad...

so...i promise myself...

delete he hp nomber...n dunwan find he aldi...

wait untill one day,he find me,remember me tis fren...

but i think wont got tat day ba...

 

said is like tis la...but heart wanna find he,to ask y...

but i have to tahan...said wif myself cant cant cant!!!!

i do like tis...am i wrong?? i think no gua...

i so stupid la...do like tis he oso dunoe wat...

 

tis few day cos tis...mood not gd...haiz!!!

i cant be like tat!!! juz 4get abt it then can liao...

juz have tis way onli...tat is 4get!!!

 

 

bad mood...

dunoe y,when i think abt tat thing..

i will fell bosong,unhappy...

ever i how angry,bosong...the person tat i bosong oso dunoe...

but mood bad not 100% abt tat thing la...

 

one is i felt i give ppl play o wat la...

maybe he oso dun treat me as fren aldi gua...

but suan la...maybe got gf aldi will like tat de...

 

2nd...i loss a fren liao...

one fren leave me aldi...

im sad,i tot he wont like tat de...but...

haiz...wat im thinking is wrong...

 

dunoe y,tonite mood very bad...

bad till feel sad,sad till cry...

when i think more abt tat thing...i more sad...

suan la!!! 4get it...4get it!!!

cry liao more easy to get slp...is a gd thing oso...hehe...

my 2month life...hehe

huh...long time didt write my blog again...

k la...nw i write abt tis 2month thing...

at tis 2month happen many thing oh...

tat is happen so suddenly...

so at tis 2month my mood oso not gd...

 

1st thing...

cos 5 of my fren n me wan quit a club...

we quit is got reason...

cos the uniform so exp aldi...

so we say wanna quit...

one of my fren she is the club de AJK...

4 us is small thing...but she cos tis thing dunwan fren wif us...

n her so bad oh!!!

at my birthday tat day fight wif me!!!

hate her!!!

 

2nd thing is...

month may...is a bad thing...

cos many of my fren birthday...

so...haiz...money lost liao...

 

3st...

at 16st n 18st of may is my two jiran birthday...

cos wan celebrate wif they...

tat day i so busy oh...

go buy cake,present n make 'surpise' to they...

luckly they so happy n gan dong...hehe

 

4st...

many student oso like holiday...

holiday is fun,happy...

but 4 me is sien...n angry...

sien is cos stay at home...

angry is my niece dun listen wat im say...

always make me angry,gek...

many of ppl oso say...

'wahhh nw u noe how to take care child aldi ah...'

'then mai gd lo...when trun u be mum then no need scare dunoe how to do...'

i hate tis!!! nw i onli 16 year old...

y i still wan do tis thing??

cos my niece i cant go anywhere!!!

cos them i cant follow my bro go out at nite!!!

cos them i cant sesuka hati do my thing!!!

hate ahhhhh!!!

 

comic n real life...

i like to read comic...

y all comic the gal n boy oso will so cute n handsome de???

some story is said a gal n boy grow together n love each other...

y it wont happen at real life de???

 

some story is the gal love a boy so long time...

n the boy so many fans at schl de...

finally the boy oso like the gal...

y it wont happen at real life de???

 

y inside comic,wat the gal thinking o need wat,the boy will noe de???

y it wont happen at real life???

haiz...

comic...if one story will happen at real life then is good...

but it WONT happen...is WONT happen de ahhh

real life is real life...wont happen like comic de...

 

life is so boring la~~~

blur blur

y tis few day so blur blur de???

haiz...

sunday iron cloth n watch movie...

then hor...

i so pro leh...

ppl iron cloth,i iron hand...haha...

nw my hand still got a bit pain pain leh...

n oso leave a '疤痕...

hope tat not  '疤痕' la...

 

sometime not juz blur blur onli leh...

i oso will easy mad,feel sad...

mad it cos my niece,dun listen wat im say...

sad maybe feel alone,no fren gua...

or maybe hear some song tat so '感动'...

maybe i crazy liao la...

feel life is very fan...

very boring...

less meaning...

i juz like a bird tat keep at home...

 

holiday when come??

tat need a long time waiting it coming...

haiz...after work wan buy hp~~~

HP HP HP~~~hehe...

我可以

我可以

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
幸福它真的不容易

 

love tis song so much leh...

so hope so someone sing tis song to me leh...hehe

 

 

OMG feel wanna cry la...y???

y will feel wanna cry de???

after i say it,y will feel unhappy d???

y after he said W is a gd person,y i will feel wanna cry d???

y my heart like got a batu d???

n the batu so berat...

y i will feel no ppl stand at my side d???

y tis year so bad luckly to me d???

y tis year so unhappy d???

y tis year will happen many thing d???

why why why???

i wan noe it!!!

i cant tahan liao...

n y i cant always happy d???

y my gd luck dunhave at my side d???

hate ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

saddddddddddddddddd ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

helpppppppppppppppppppppppppp

 

wanna be crazy liao...

god~~~ r u beside me???

god ah god...

r u beside me???

r u there???

take care me???

helping me???

o hurting me??

i very 'xin ku' la...

i dunwan stay at 4 Mawar...

i dunwan stay at TP...

i dunwan face wif they...

if onli her will do like tat,it ok 4 me...

y the other person oso wan do like tat to me???

am i do wrong??? i not wrong!!!

if i do wrong,u do like tat to me its ok...but i not!!!

y wan be like tat to me???!!!

i not understand...Y????

why anyone oso stand at her side???

why no body will stand at my side???

do wrong d is her leh!!!

i hate like tis!!!

y her fren not 'fikir' is who wrong de leh??

not juz she is my fren,so i sure 'surport' her d...

y u noe her wrong,but still wan stand at her side???

why why why why??

 

god...can u tell me???

i dunwan tis kind of life...

y other ppl can always happy,funny???

y tis thing wont happen on me???

if continud like tis,i will be crazy...

maybe crazy aldi more good...

no need think too much thing...

missing my camp life~~~^^

after missing my schl life,nw missing my camp life...hehe

at the few day,i was very happy,funny...its the happy time 4 me...

at there i can meet many of fren...juz my group member onli la...

got 'lee hom',watermelon,ping ping,babalotuka,hot dog,didi,and the bad bad leader...

abt lee hom...the 1st day be4 when to camp,i sit same bus wif he,him so fan at the bus...like singing...

watermelon look like a guai guai zai...hehe

ping ping ah...not always tok wif he...

babalotuka is a person tat very funny...

hot dag help us group win some food...hehe

didi ah...is the youngest at my group...

the bad bad leader...u see the name aldi knew he very bad d la...haha

not hear wat i said d...so him always give me bully d...haha

 

i was very happy can meet u all at camp...

i hope to meet u all again...find a day we go gai gai ah...hehe

and oso hope next year father let me go camp again...hehe

keep in touch ya~~~^^

 

missing my last year schl life...

at alst year when we dunoe each other n then become best fren,seven sis...tat time was very happy,funny...

maybe sometime we will cos something then not fren la...but after tat,we will fren again...

i missing my last year fre...like siew ching,kah foon,wai yee and many many...

sometime when teacher not come in class,we will so happy...

we will sit together n tok tok,play play...

tat is a happy time 4 me...

maybe sometime i not enough slp,so when no teacher i will faster go slp... ZZzZZzZz

so dunhave join them,sometime kah foon will make me wake up,n i scold her...nw feel sorry abt tis... >.<

 

tis year we seven got some sis not same class...and now we cos happen some small matter...

now become not fren aldi...

i really dunoe y,y will happen tis thing???

do u noe,we can make fren is a '缘分'...

the god give us to fren together...be best fren...y nw cos some small matter wan us become enemy leh???

 

maybe tis call '缘分以完'...

so miss last time the life...the happy,funny life...

tis year d life was very bad...

i hate tis year...now April onli...still got a lot month to let me go...

how can i go of a lot month??? 

i dunwan go schl la....it dunhave last year tat happy,funny day aldi...

i very hope to change to other schl...   

love my brother so much~~~

dunoe y,i feel my bro trueat me so good leh...(tis year started la)

hehe...if tis year my bro dunhave celebrate wif me...

i think i will very unhappy...

when saturday nite...around 11pm++

my bro fetch me go 'wong kor' to celebrate my brithday...

cos there got free a bbbbiiiiiiggggg cup of teh to drink...

tat day i was so happy,n tat nite so funny oso...

when cut cake,they sing birthday song laugh laugh to make me shy...>.<

 

1st time my bro celebrate to me...

make me so gan dong o~~~

hehe...anywhere la...thank~~~ muacks~~~

 

march life...-.-

y tis month will happen many thing???

and all happen at a week...

so make me so easy to mad...

but wat i do wrong???

is u start the war wif me 1st d...

u oso said  so 过分 thing to me...

i noe i said tat thing is 过分,but is u said tat thing to me 1st d o...

i aldi tell u,dun make me mad...y u still wan continud leh??!!

y until sunday u oso still wan open war???

my birthday at 2007 oso wan open war...

birthday oso wan make me unhappy...haiz!!

 

y u will said i bully u???

when i bully u??? how i bully u?? PLS TELL ME!!!

y we wan cos tis small matter make us 感情 be ???

god...i really dunoe wan how to do...

any comment or idea???

haiz...fannnn ahhhhh...

dun think so much liao la~~~

HATE U!!!

 

today is my 3st time very bad days at my life!!!

y when u lost something must said is i take d???

do u noe i very hurt d???

STUPID!!! I HATE U LA!!!

3st time u said!!!

3st time u ask me the same question!!!

3st time aldi...u still dun believe me!!!

I HATE U!!! HATE U VERY MUCH!!! I THINK I WONT 4GIVE U LO!!!

DAMN HURT!!!

 

 

爱情与友情篇

爱情与友情。。。

这些都没有在我的身上找到。。。

为什么在我的生活会是那么悲哀呢？？？

 

爱情？？？

只是会伤到自己。。。

有人说爱情是幸福的；相比也有爱情是伤害的。。。

 

友情？？？

友情与爱情的道理是一样的。。。

有人说，在这世上能找到知己是一件很快乐的事。。。

在茫茫的世界里，能找到知己是一件很难的事。。。

但

你万万都没想到你的知己在几年里，好像便了另外的一个人。。。

就像是陌生人一样。。。

 

你可以当我是透明人，看不到我。。。

我很想知道为什么我们会变成这样呢？？？

我做错事还是什么呢？？？

你知道吗？？？你这样做使我开始讨厌你，恨你了。。。

我恨你是因为你给我的感觉是‘没有你这个朋友们，我还有很多朋友呢，少一个而已嘛，我才不在乎！’

 

你表面上没事情，无所事事的，这更加使我痛恨你！

我有尝试过要挽回这段友情。。。

但你都不在乎我这个朋友，为何我要保持这段友情呢？？？

就当像是个爱情一样吧！(p/s 不要误会我的意思哦！)

 

我在此没说这个人是说。。。但可能是你喔。。。开玩笑的啦。。。^^

 

new blog~~~

long time dunhave write blog aldi lu...

cos nth happen n oso so lazy to write if go some happen oso...hehe

 

y tis happen will always happen on me???

i oso wanna noe y...

y u sometime will treat me good,sometime bad???

y when i waiting ur msg,but u wont reply me...

but y sometime i felt u wont reply my msg,suddenly u will reply me d??

izzit my '6th feeling' is always wrong 1???

if u wanna treat me good then treat me good as long...

if wanna treat me bad,then treat me bad as long...

i dunwan today good,tmw bad...i will cant 'tahan' u treat me like tat...

maybe u dunoe the feeling...

 

and sometime u said some word,i will always remind...

sometime u said i juz joke onli...but 4 me it not jk...cos is u said it to me...

maybe u said tat word will hurt me,but u dunoe...n u still dunoe tat u hurting me...

 

watever watever watever...if continud treat me like tat...

one day i will become crazy...

 

haha...i oso dunoe wat i wrote wat...

hope other ppl oso dunoe wat i wrote about wat la...hehe

人身如此。。。

为什么我的人身会是这样的呢？？？

我很想知道哦。。。

为什么每一次认识新朋友，我可以和他聊天。。。

但过不久，就没话题可聊了？？？

不管是网上朋友还是在生活上的朋友都一样。。。

不要说网上朋友。。。

就连和我同班三年的好朋友都会这样。。

我到底做错什么？？？

为什么上天要这样对待我？？

是否我做了一些伤天害理的事？？？

感觉上很孤独。。。

我应该要学会独立了。。。

淑莹。。。

没有朋友也可以活下去！！！

不要在为了那些不值得的朋友而伤心了！！！

开心也是要活，伤心也是要活下去。。。

不如选择开心的过。。。

 

但。。。

我做不到>.<

对我来说真的很难。。。

以前

我时常会想。。。

每个人都会有死的一天。。。

有人早死，也有人迟死

那我会是早死还是迟死呢？？？

我会很辛苦的死去还是平静的死去呢？

我死了，除了我家人

谁会因我死去而为我伤心，难过呢？

如果有一天我的msn写着。。。

‘我不在这个世界了。你们再也不会看到我了。。。’

‘你们大可放心，我再也不会缠住你们了’

你们会怎样呢？很开心还是？？？

 

小时候我会想。。。

人是谁制造出来的呢？

人死了真的会上天堂or下地狱？？

下世我会当动物还是人类

如果当动物会当什么类型动物呢？？

如果当人类，会当什么种族呢？？